Ugh, I don't have anything else to do.

It's been so long since I've been on here. Dang.
I hate going back through these other Journal, or blog, entries. They're so depressing... Looking back on how I used to be, and then realizing how far I've come just shocks me. It kind of scars me. Because when I think about it, I've been through a lot. And it's that much worse since I'm a teenager. I don't care who disagrees but all teens feel every emotion so much worse. They love harder, and hurt worse. It's just how we are. We're sensitive.
I've cut twice since I've last posted on here. But like, not only two times. Like a few, but 2 times as a group, I guess you could say. i don't know. I don't even remember the last time I did. It's been too long and I just don't care anymore. Lol. I'm past that now.
Now I'm just ready to be happy. (:
I hated reading the last one about Marcus. Like, woah. It's scary looking back on that and realizing that I still feel that exact same way. It's been a year of us knowing each other as of last month, too. It's just crazy to know that I've been through /that/ much with him. Like, it's kind of just now hitting me. I really cared for/loved that guy.And now, a year late, I'm just now moving on.
I'm finally getting those butterflies in my stomach back. I'm finally falling for someone else. We've just now started talking like we like each other but I've known him since like, last October or some shiz. He's so sweet. And so cute. ♥ We met a couple weeks back and I can honestly say I didn't stop smiling till like a week later. He can call me "babe," or "sweetie, " or say just one little thing and I have a jumping rampage in my room. I don't know what it is about him but I really like him.