To those who read my stories or are a friend

I apologize to any of you who read my stories or a fan.
Back in November of 2011 my fiancee and I were in an accident. He lost his memory and sustained quite a bit of trauma, and then in March of 2012 I lost him.
I've lost the will to write and just can't bring myself to continue mainly, You Can Only Imagine, because it was about us and it's too hard to right now. Maybe, hopefully some day I will be able to finish it or at least write a quick wrap up for the story. I had originally planned so much more for it, but losing him has just taken everything out of me.
I've had to learn to walk, speak, and over all just function normally body wise again. I'm still going through therapy three to four days a week and just don't feel myself anymore. I just can't seem to operate the way I used to.
I'm struggling to remain a proper parent to my two little angels and have to keep trying to explain to them that he's not coming back, which has been one of the hardest things in the world for me to do.
I'm truly sorry and I hope you understand where I'm coming from and will be patient with me.
Thank you for your time.