So, my butt = kicked.

So, end of year grades came in the mail today.

I really tried to do a good job on my final exams. Yet I failed my Physics and APUSH exam. I'm so mad at my self. The school year ended over a week ago, yet it's still hovering over me like a dark rain cloud and my stomach has been in knots all day long.

I just feel weird.

I don't know if it's because my grades went down the toilet this last semester, or the fact that I feel a bit...unwanted? I don't know why I feel this way. I feel like I'm annoying everyone that I talk today. It makes me wanna just sit down and eat a bowl of ice cream. :c

But we don't have any ice cream.

Sigh.

I wish I had gotten better grades. It's so competitive at my school and I'm pretty sure my rank is ruined. I just...I wish I could have graduated this year.

On a random note, "could've" isn't a word according to the red squiggly line. :o
I could have sworn it always was...

Anyway. I'm going to try and get back to writing.
And wish my best friend wasn't in florida write now helping the homeless or something, so I could vent all this to her.

Meow. :c