Talking to spaces (phase two)

Probably the worse thing for me to do was embrace my sexy side. Really it gets me in trouble, so monday I'm super bored so I get on Facebook. I was really bored that I started adding people again. After awhile I figured it was stupid, but then I get a chat from this guy. John, to be exact, started chatting with me.
John: thanks for the add
Me: sure
John: why did you add me anyway
Me: mmm... no reason
John: oh, tru. You wanna hangout sometime
Me: sure. when?
John: anytime, we could go swimming
Me: Kk
John: wanna come over now?
Me: uhhh I can't im at work right now babysitting (What can I say, I'm a liar.)
John: okay when you gonna be finshed babysitting?
Me: around 11 I think so I'm not really sure thats if the mom doesn't get home late
John: can you come after? We could go night swimming
Me: Im not sure. Imma see
John: please?
Me: im serious, I'll see what happens
John: okay. I think your cute.
Me: thnx :)
John: :)
Although I lied about babysitting I really didn't know much about him. I mean I forgot all about this guy until he reminded me where I've seen him before. He was really small and skinny then, now he's this muscular young man. A young man who actually kissed me, soft and sweet. Unlike another who must not be named, his kisses made me feel safe.
My mind and heart is seriously catious, while my body cried for more..I wanted more. I wanted all of him, but I'm too smart for that.

Or am I? Lately I can't decide.