Talking to spaces (Now I'm just going crazy)

I said nothing stupid right? As it seems I was chasing after young master Bycott (Aka he-who-must-not-be-named) ,but now I'm offically done. I will always remember how this started but, it will no longer affect me. I'm so glad. My dark- side didn't have to come out, but trust me she was seeping out. It was like Naruto and the nine-tails. I've made a decision that any guy I don't wanna call by the first name, I will use young master (insert name here). Hint, hint why I said young master Bycott (this is the last name). Same goes with young master John.
You know what I wanna work at a themed resturant. Like work as a maid and then not tell anyone about it. Then have that one guy walk in while I'm working and I get assigned to him and his friends or family......Ok so maybe the second part is far fetched but, I do wanna work in a themed resturant. It would be fun...I think. At least I'd get to wear a cute outfit. Like a maid cafe, I could wear a maid uniform.
It'd be fun, I can tell. Even if this part is completely random.

"See your broken," says my head in a matter of fact tone.
"Shut up. I'm not broken. I'm stronger than before," replies my heart.
"I'm sorry. They say that following you is the best, but in the end things like this always happen."
"Fuck yeah, I know."
"So what are you gonna do," my head ask.
"Keep beating."
"For love?"
"For a future."
"Where ever you go, I will follow boss."
"Glad to have you on my team. Oh, and if I do something stupid like this again, attack me." Smirking my heart calms down to a steady beat, ready to continue the day.
"Ha. A heart attack. Will do, boss." My head replied, it too returning to a stead pace.