Pressure to be Perfect

I don't think I can take it any more. I don't anyone else hate's themselves as much as I hate myself. Yeah, I know what you thinking, but I swear to god I'm not suicidal. It's like I made one mistake and everyone hate's me, one thing goes bad and the whole world will find out and trust me things get around at my school.

Just another pointless entry by me.

I have actually started to go on a diet, here's my plan:

Monday: After school I have band practice and that means walking home getting my guitar and going half an hour away to my friends house until six, which I really can't really exercise that day. But, the only thing I usually eat that day is grapes and a fruit bar and then I save myself until tea.

Tuesday: After school I have singing lessons, but after that I usually walk my dog for half an hour, I can't go too far because the area that I live in really isn't that safe.

Wednesday: After school I make a new video for YouTube and then I go to dancing for two hours, so that's good exercise.

Thursday: After school I go for a swim at the pool two hours.

Friday: I practice dance at my best friends house.

Saturday: I usually go for a walk to the bus stop and catch the bus to the mall, keep in mind I can't walk because my area is unsafe.

Sunday: I usually chill that day.

Thanks for reading!