Something amazing just happened

So things are getting bad with my family again. Since my brother's moved back in, it seems like all this family does is drink and smoke and I can't stand it. It's so aggravating. I feel like there's something wrong with me, so all of them drink to get away from me. It's ridiculous. I've just been getting yelled at so much lately and I feel like I'm not even wanted here, which I have no problem with.

They yell and yell and yell, and I can't stand it. I'm a teenager, I make mistakes. Big whoop. This just isn't the family I want to have. I don't deserve it. I deserve one of those family's that laughs together and is open to talk about things. I have tons of friends who have that. Why don't I?

So I got yelled at about an hour ago and everything just kind of came crashing down on me and it took everything I had not to just break down. But then, I got on mibba and checked the comments and inbox messaged from my subscribers.

Then I realized, there are people who care about me. They may not love me, but they love what I'm putting out there. I'm making people happy, and that thought brought me right out of my pit. So, I just thought I would share that little revelation with you all. (:
June 14th, 2012 at 02:17am