i wish i could write something decent again. i'm sick of having to wait until he leaves so i can write in secret. i just hate other people seeing my writing, even him. i just feel it's so juvenile and bad that he'll laugh at me. i don't think i could stand that.
i see other stories on here and they're so beautifully written. why can't i produce something like that? all my brain comes up with these days is romance stories that go nowhere and childish descriptions of the characters and scenes therein. i never thought i was an amazing writer; i just wish my brain could come up with something better than this...trash.
ugh. fuck my lack of creativeness.
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