Too Many Things!

As you can tell, I'm going to be very jumpy during this post.

Wednesday was my last day of school and it was really great. My school does this thing where we kind of preview our classes for the next year, and even though the schedule looks pretty crappy, it shouldn't be too bad of a year. I just wish I was in the concurrent Spanish class and I didn't have to have 3 math based courses all year ._. Junior year. EEK!

But, sadly, my GPA dropped MAJORLY this year. It was a 3.875 last year, a 3.856 in the first semester and now its a 3.6 something :( Damn you, Cs in Algebra 2!

Speaking of which, I ended with an 80 in A2A (almost honors) which is a C but an 81 is a B. HOW PISSED.

I didn't even check my other grades, just that one because I was so upset because I thought I had a 75, so I guesssssss I'm happy.

Another false hope, was the layout makers! They let me view the layouts I've already made, but I still can't make any changes. UGH!

I'm having jumpy feelings today aha. Joe Jonas on The Choice was SO adorable, but it just made me jealous that I'll never get to date him :( and one of the other guys, Parker, made me feel bad for thinking he was so hot. Yeah....I don't know what's wrong with me!

Another thing I have to say, is that I've been planning things so early in advance, I just hope I fulfill them. One thing (haha!) that I've been scheduling, is a calendar for running over the summer. For field hockey, we have to run an 8 minute mile to make Varsity, but my run is usually a 12 when I'm unconditioned and a 10 by the end of the season. I'm really nervous that from now, 6/15, until the first day of practice when we're timed, 8/15, that I won't be able to do it. I only have TWO MONTHS. To cut my run down 2, maybe 4, minutes. That's not good! I have my first, unofficial because it is only a captain's practice, practice tomorrow but I don't know if I can make it. I need to because I couldn't go to the fundraiser for uniforms. Field hockey is REALLY important to me. I've done it for 6 years, and it is the only sport that I played more than one year for. I really regret not trying out in middle school, because I love it that much. Its a stress reliever, and I feel really confident during the season. Making Varsity would be a dream come true. I feel like I have to prove it to myself that I'm good enough to make it without being on there just because I'm a Senior...Only because I started playing in the 3rd grade. But, we'll see. :/

George Lopez is distracting me and I should probably get ready for bed if I'm going to get up for practice at 9 tomorrow.

But before I go, I'M SO EXCITED TO FLY TO TEXAS ALL BY MYSELF ON TUESDAY! :D I'm sitting in my bikini top right now because I was seeing if they all still fit ahaha. Awkward.

Well, yeah. Ima go now.

PEACE.