Meep

It's definitely been a long day... I've recently started writing again, but it's hard getting back into the flow of things. I have a headache from hell and I'm in this really odd mood where I feel like nothing matters and I might as well just sleep. I'm starting to think I'm bipolar...

Guys are suddenly interested in me... I don't know why but it's starting to get really annoying. Especially because half of them just ask me for sexual things and not a real relationship. Honestly, I had a friends with benefits once, and it ended terribly. Though that might've had to do with the fact that I was in love with him and he knew it but still fucked with me anyway.....

Man, this is turning out really depressing. My new word is "meep." People are starting to get annoyed by it, which is quite amusing. I might start using "kupo" as well, simply because it reminds me of Final Fantasy...which I really wanna play right now... hrmmm.

I miss my sister. She moved out and summer is here and it sucks because I'm home alone a lot. I really wanna hang out with her, but she's got work and her boyfriend and her cat and yeah.... I'm lonely...