Darkness

When the darkness passes over you and there's no where to turn both in reality and and emotionally there's no where to turn no one to hold you just utter silence. Felt with passionate thoughts that never seem to recede always at forefront for any thought and even if it's not there it's always lingering, threatening to reappear viciously.

Those moments of happiness are always threatened by the knowledge that in a moments time that darkness could return and make a mockery out of you. Fighting against it is the hardest thing to do, that battle takes so much out of a person but still you press on knowing that no one knows your fight and why tell someone they'll just threaten your well being anyway. This fight is your own, one that no one can help you fight because they just tell you what they think they should not what's needed.

Let the battle begin because giving up isn't an option how dark my life it no matter how hard it is to push on, I'll always have my fairy to guide me...