Dear Mom,

Why? Just tell me why?

You have a wonderfully supportive family here, with your kids. Even dad has forgiven you for everything in the past and is willing to let you stay here in till you get your shit together. We tell you we love you everyday, help you cheer up where you sad, we do everything a family should do.

Yet you still go back to him?

To the man who made you turn your back on your kids. To the man who keeps feeding you addiction. The man who beats you every time he touches the bottle. The man who destroyed your career, your possessions, the trust with your children. Everything you had.

Did you think I wouldn't find out?

Are we not enough for you?

Is that it?

Did my words from all those nights I comforted you in till the crack of dawn mean nothing you?

Please enlighten me.

Why?

Why are you making yourself go through this all over again?