Blogging is so mainstream,.

I find myself reading blogs.
I find myself hanging out with people who have a front.
But I also find myself seeing the real them without them realizing it.
I have an insecure friend.
I have a copycat one too.
I have a self concious friend.
I have an anorexic friend.
I surround myself in these people because I am curious.
What does that make me then?
All of the above. ?
I went infront of all grade eights to get my bodily self concious friend seconds at the breakfast. Later facing odd comments like "WHOEVER GOT SECONDS IS FAT."

I helped my copycat friend find herself, only to be told that I am horrible to her, and that how dare I try to change her.

I bought my anorexic friend lunch, which she ate. Only later to be found out that "I pressured her into eating. "

My insecure friend is quite the character, she is all for calling other people fat, but when she gets the other end of it she sluts around to make herslelf feel better. I told her if she was uncomfortable in a relationship with an overaged guy, I would end it for her over text. I did so. She asked me to do it. But later I found out that "It was a joke, someone took my phone."

You see, the way I see it. Im putting myself in others buisness.
I hate it.
I was only trying to help.

UGHHHH.
June 27th, 2012 at 01:05am