I, uh, guess I just want to tell some people about me.

16 years old. More grown up than I would like to be, but in spite of that I love my life. Been with my boyfriend with 3 years..and a month or two. We were in a "long distance" relationship for over two years. It was hard. So...so hard. Every day it felt like I needed to worry about a new thing. Him cheating on me, lying to me, ignoring me. Purposely not talking to me.

He lives here now. He's 17 years old. He has an apartment, a job. He's so grown up and I feel like it's my fault that he's not in school anymore. He had to drop out because the school here wouldn't let him in for a 4-year stupid reason I can't explain. He is a thousand miles away from his parents, his family. And...it's for me. It's all for me.

He loves me so much. (He's so hot)
He treats me like...the most beautiful, and special, person in the world. He would do anything for me, I know that. Some days though, I feel like it won't work out between us somehow and this is all for nothing. He completely changed his life for nothing.

He's voiced these worries to me. That he's scared too. That doesn't make me feel any better because I know it would ruin his life.

When I'm with him....when we're together...there's no one else. It's just fun times, good times, laughter, love, closeness. It's all for us. We're together. Not apart anymore like the depressing times. We will make it. Against all odds we have made it. Already. We've beat tough times and we can do it again. God holds us together, he's our foundation. Everything rides on Him...