rejected again.. by the way we don't get to go to falling water

So first off we don't get to go to falling water because we don't got the has or the $..

Now my husband's cousin is straying the night and so they ran of to this free concert thing at a nearby gas station and guess who isn't invited at all.. Me and When I asked to go he said I'd have to ride in the bed of the pick up but basically that he didn't want me to go. To top it off I'm not allowed to go anywhere without him.. He's always running off with his cousin and I'm always stuck home just me and the baby. I feel like he doesn't love me at all.. Why does he always seem to reject me?

Plus I'm depressed cause no one seems to comment on my stories.. Well I guess that's all.