I've been feeling worthless, but then I think, I know, I'm feeling this way, because you're taking all my energy, and then, I don't feel so worthless. All those people who called themselves 'friends,' who don't give a damn anymore, I just to get down about it, but why should I? Right now I'm sharing everything, sleep, energy, food and water. I know I've lost people, but I don't care, because I'm gained something more than friendship.
I'm getting more scared of when your born. How small you will be, how fragile. People have told me, that things will come naturally, and right now, because of my lack of energy, I don't think I could handle it. I'm so scared of messing everything up, because you are everything. Everyone in the World could walk away, and you'd still need me to care for you.
I know it's just my hormones making me feel all over the place, but one thing is for sure, I'll always do my best by you, I'll do anything to protect you, to make you feel loves, safe and happy - how could I not? Right now, even though we're two people, I feel like we're just one, and I feel like that one person is just you, because I do matter, but in my heart of hearts, you matter more.
I love you. <3