Sleep with silent dreams of nothingness and wants that you know are out of reach. Stupid little feelings you push back and hide with a smile and a lie. Isn't that what you wanted? So unsure of everything real and everything in my own make-believe reality. Pain falls like rain and love melts like snow. As my frozen heart thaws I pray to god that I make it out alive. Is this to much to ask for? Fake sympathy and bruises to my open soul. My imagination runs wild and everything around me fades to black. Emptiness grows inside and I realize he isn't coming back. Darkness runs through me as I close my eyes and fall asleep. My nightmares are nothing compared to my reality... And sadly I can't find any peace. I fight to escape this new world so unfamiliar with no understanding.
Distant love and distant lives are fire in our paradise.
I have so much to get out and i can't because apparently I have to go to bed...
omg I'm so upset.
nite.
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