Just blah

SO i woke up actually in a good mood only to have it ruined because of a so-called 'friend'.

she decides its okay for her to pursue the boy i've been in love with for seven, almost eight years.

she decides to shove it in my face that she may be seeing him today when i haven't seen him in four months.

this boy is not only the guy i love but he's my best friend. he doesn't like this supposed 'friend' of mine.

but she will do anything to just get into his pants.

honestly i don't even know how to deal with this right now.
the only thing helping is listening to One Direction.

i even signed up for this contest to meet them, even though i know i'm not going to win it.

http://www.kiss108.com/common/shareme5/index.php?linkid=27815

just another dream of mine that will never come true.

just wanna crawl back into bed and not wake up :(