you

I remember that time we hadn't kissed in so long and I was laying on your bed and super sleepy.
I closed my eyes and all of a sudden you kissed me.
I think about it all the time, how it gave me butterflies.
It's so crazy how you can still give them to me all the time.
I just love you so much.
When I think about that time it brings me to tears. I'm not sure why. It just made me so happy. You make me so happy.
And I hate how you feel like you aren't good enough.
I feel like a worthless piece of shit.
I feel like I am so fat, and that you are absolutely perfect, that all these girls love you, tell you you're sexy, hot, whatever..
It's not even about that.
I love you for your personality
I love all of you
and I fell in love with your soul
and sometimes I feel like you fell in love with a girl, just a girl, because I'm so gross, and you feel like you can't do better.
You could be with some fun, outgoing, skinny, sweet, sexy, hot chick.
I am nothing.
I don't deserve you.
I feel like I am keeping you from having a better love
that I am wasting your time.
I think all the time about what it would be like
if you left me again
and I don't think I could bear it any more
it hurts so much
and I hurt so much thinking about the last time
You fell out of love with me like I meant nothing at all.
And I've always been there for you
But you don't acknowledge that