I'm an idiot.

So, I know this guy. We're pretty great friends. I don't get to see him that much, so we always text. And lately... i feel like an idiot around him. He and I both know that we have feelings for each other. And I try not to bug him too much, but then just do things that i do for all my friends. Such as texting him good morning.. He doesn't always reply, and that's okay. Only i use an app for texting and sometimes my texts don't send. So I send it again once, incase it didn't go through.

Well... I think i'm being an idiot. I get very paranoid and I start thinking about how he doesn't want to talk to me, how he could do so much better. That even if distance wasn't in the way, he wouldn't go for me. I honestly don't think he needs me, and just wouldn't care if I went away.

Like I said, he could do better.
July 11th, 2012 at 08:47am