Stressed.

I can rant here. Right? Well hopefully.

So I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday, and not even for any good reason. I mean I guess my reason could be good. I just don't like him anymore. We rushed into a relationship for no god damn good reason, and I felt trapped. I barely knew him. So I broke up with him, and we're going to remain "friends." I don't think it will work. He has hope that we're going to get back together, but I don't think so. I didn't really tell him why we broke up, I just told him that I think "We should try being friends."

He's a really sweet kid, but I just don't find him attractive. It's not that he's bad looking, it's just he bores me. I don't like kissing him, or holding him. In fact, I kinda dislike it a lot. It freaks me out.

I feel bad though. I feel like I led him on for too long, only for me to crush him. I feel like we aren't going to remain friends, and I did something stupid. I think I lost a good friend, because I'm selfish.