I have this gut feeling that I'm going to be kicked out. It sounds stupid, but it's happened before, and I can't shake the feeling that it'll happen again. Only, this would be the last time. I'm 18.
I don't even like this fucking family, so I shouldn't care. But, honestly, who wants to be kicked out? If you do, you should leave on your own. I'm honestly scared. The thought has been keeping me up for the past few nights. I guess I have no reason for believing they would kick me out, but it's a gut feeling. And those are usually right. I feel like I'm in a sort of competition with my sister, and it's fucked up.
I'm lucky to have friends that are supportive. Feeling like a charity case can suck, but, when someone's offering you a place to stay, you can't complain. You have some amazing friends.
Speaking of friends..... Have I mentioned multiple times already how much summer sucks lately? Dom, Chantel, and Olivia are the only ones worth hanging out with, lately. Everyone else...we're not drifting apart, I don't think. More like, we're all so stressed over different things, and we've been getting on each other's nerves. I've fucked up so many outside relationships, too.
I bet this doesn't make any sense, but I'm writing this for myself, more than anyone else. What happened to that disable comments button? Haha.
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