Hi guys.
So usually I'm pretty light and peppy when I'm blogging, but this time I need serious advice. And if you guys have it please do share, because I need it in the worst way possible.
As some of you know, I was anorexic. I relapsed a few months ago and worked through it with a lot of help from my boyfriend, which was great, obviously.
But now my anorexia is back with a vengeance and I'm scared. I have been eating, just to clarify, but I hate doing so, and I am definitely forcing myself to eat.
Wes (my boyfriend) and I talked from 9:30 p.m. to 3:30 a.m. today about this. He wants me to talk to a professional, which I understand because it's really bad this time, but that would mean getting my parents involved and that prospect terrifies me.
I don't want to get my parents involved at all, because that would mean them being involved in every conceivable aspect of my life. Which I do not want. I want to try and do this on my own. But it hasn't been working too well. Wes is really worried, and I'm just downright afraid.
What should I do?
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