Best Friends have a expiration date worse than milk

I broke up with my friend. Sucks big time. Im not going into the whole reason why we stop being friends, but i can say its because of repeated actions. I got fed up. So the relationship between us got coughed up.

Now im going through best-friend-withdrawal. A nasty case of it too. I keep thinking about her and what we would be doing right now. how would we spend the weekend together. what we would gossip about until light peeked over the horizon. gushy stuff like that. Makes me feel like we were in a marriage.

Now im contemplating should i patch things up or is this just my mind playing tricks because of the withdrawal. Either way im gloomy and sad and didnt know how much she was embedded in my life until POOF she was gone.

This sucks major horse ****. -sigh-