Blog 9; Music and Ryan..

Just to get things off my chest.. I need to write them out and why not on a blog?

1; Music. I’ve been thinking about the past 5 years without my best friend, Ryan. And, I’ve thought of all the music that saved me back then from my depression. Here’s a special thank you to, Hollywood Undead, The Beatles, Escape The Fate (Old and New), Ronnie Radke, All Time Low and A Day To Remember.

If you have something to say about them, please don’t. Save it. They saved my life, I may not listen to them anymore but I did back then.

2; Ryan. I’ve just been missing him a lot. My mom brought him up today and I just stared into space. Even though it’s been 5 years, it’s like a stone being fling shot into my heart all over again. I feel like I need to visit his grave soon, as weird as that sounds.. I just really need to visit it due to I miss talking to him. I feel like I’m alone in this world and no one would understand how I feel. :|

That’s basically it right now. :|
I hope you guys have a good day.
And.. I might just post a letter to Ryan later today.

-xxRachele