Death

I wonder what it is like to die. Haven't you ever thought what it's like? I have. Multiple times. Is death painful? Or is it painless? Is death cruel to you? Or is it sweet? Is death swift? Or is does it takes its time? Well it depends on how you die. Heart attack, painful. Being stabbed, painful? Maybe not. If it is quick. Do you know when your going to die? My grandma thinks her boyfriend did. The week before he died he went over his will and finalized everything. Maybe a coinsedinse? Maybe not? I'm not sure. All u know is is that when ever someone dies, I never get to say goodbye. Does anyone lese feel that way too? Or am i the only one? Someone has to feel that way? Right? Do you want to know what my biggest fear is? My biggest fear is loosing my father, the most important person to me, the olny one that has ever been here for me no matter what, and not being able to say i love you and goodbye. I read a book once where that happened. And ever since then i never let my dad go anywhere without me giving him a hug and kiss goodbye.