How you make me feel

i talk to you on the phone and everything gets better. i feel calm and happy. i feel like me. but then somehow she pops into your head and you bring her up. i fall again. but not very long. cause shes gone in a second and we keep talking like usual. you make me forget about everything and about my insecurities. i laugh a real laugh and smile a real smile. just hearing your voice on the phone makes me feel happy. but it's not real. the phone will hang up and i'll be alone. my insecurities will creep back into my every thought and i will go back to who i am. someone not worthy of anything. someone not worthy of love.