Can't stand it here anymore.

I seriously can't stand being in this house anymore. All I want to do is for someone to call me back for a job so I can move out of here and be away from all the people that make me feel so horrible all the time.

My family attacks me so much with their words and their judgement and it just makes me feel so bad. I feel like I'm losing here and I don't know what to do anymore.

I feel so freaking hopeless.