Feeling good.

The past few days have actually been pretty good days.
I havent felt any of the darkness I usually feel and I have been writing a lot.
I think Im finally getting past all that old drama that I never really dealt with, internally.
I mean like yeah I resolved the issues with the specific people but I never got over the emotions myself, you know?
I have actually been writing almost every day, well night really. Poems, rants, random writings, all of that. Its really helping me actually. I mean since when I write I dont consciously think about what the driving force behind what Im writing it I'm not really thinking about my issues but once I write it out I feel better.
I feel like Ive overcome some huge obstacle. Like just writing out all that stuff helps me make it through the day.

Its kind of amazing how quickly my emotions can change. For a week or so Im feeling horrible and crappy then all of a sudden its like its a brand new day and everything is grand and life is beautiful.
I dont really know how this is working but it is. I mean the writing is the main thing. I've also started to reread the book "7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens" I know it sounds cheesy or whatever but the book really is inspirational and helpful.
I dont really know what else to say. I just really needed to get it out that Im feeling a lot better.
Also it has also been a whole 4 weeks since the last time I hurt myself which really is making me feel good.
Finally, I like working out. It makes me feel better. Even though I have been very tired lately, and havent much, it really helps me, a lot.

Well as I was saying. I feel good :)