I've come to realize that when it comes to talking to new people in real life, I do the same thing online. Which is get all quiet, feel awkward and can never hold a conversation.
Multiple times have I made an attmept to talk to people on here and on tumblr but I can never hold a conversation. Yeah we may talk for a few days but slowly they just stop messaging me back. Do they find me boring? As of right now, there's people on here that seem really nice and I want to talk to them, perhaps be friends but I feel as if I'll just bore them.
So in the end I never message them. I always wait for someone to message me. Some person to stop by to say hello but it never happens.
I'll just stop talking now.....