An Apology To Late

I'm not sure how to feel right now I pushed a good friend away and I'm pretty sure its going to be hard to fix what I've done I Royale fucked my self over by what I just really said I hurt myself more than any one because I lost a friend but I also know that I wounded my friend kozumi didn't deserve what I did to her..

I..I ... I fucked up I played a joke and it backed fired on me big time it blow up faster than a bomb with a short timer I took most of the blow but she still got hurt by what I did in the end she got hit with a big piece of shrapnel .. that missed me and aimed straight at her ..

I'm.pretty sure no ones going to read this but pm me if you want details ..

I'm to blame no one else I let my anger take control and it drove away such a great friend of mine and I'm truly sorry about kozumi I never ment to say what I did I was mad not at you but at my self for what the joke came to I'm so sorry .. truly sorry is what I am
Apology