first kisses (everyone else is doing one)

so my first kiss wasnt until i was sixteen mostly because i didnt know what the hell i was doing half the time let alone have my shit together enough to come anywhere close to kissing someone honestly i still dont but ANYWAYS i cant remember it too well which almost makes me sad but essentially it was over summer and it was with this boy named craig that i really fucking liked and i had for a long time but he had never shown any interest before but i didnt care because that unrequited shit was kinda my thing when i was younger and we were walking home (i'm laughing because it's kind of like the first kiss between dustin and cole from my story insomniac and fuck that's lame as hell at least i didnt intentionally base it off myself though) and i remember i was bitching about something because he started laughing really hard and just sort of looked at me with a look that i wasnt really used to but it made me nervous and he stopped walking and then he kissed me and that was pretty much it man it never went anywhere (which is a completely different story tbh) but i dont know i think it was a nice one as far as first kisses go i mean how great can they really be

but my second "first kiss" was with the person i'm dating now alex and we've been together since december and i would post a picture of him in here but i'll think i'll just upload it into my photos (cause i'm sure lisa and hannah are wondering omg) but basically we're super fucking low key which is the best kind of relationship in my opinion everything is so easy going and we had just started hanging out and it was obvious we liked each other etc you know that whole dance every single person does where you beat around the bush about shit but we were watching south park and getting a little high (am i allowed to say that in blogs omg i mean unless you're all eight years old??) because if i am we were getting pretty stoned let's be real and i made the first move which surprised both of us probably and it wasnt anything special in the sense of some major build up but i was around all the things that made me happy and he makes me happy and it was the atmosphere around it that was so perfect

THIS WAS LONG and no one cares besides lisa and hannah but if anyone else is reading this you should share a first kiss story man