Emptiness...

I really don't get the whole blog thing so I might as well just let my assumptions go wild:

So lately I've been feeling empty for no reason. I'm assuming it's my depression kicking back in but it doesn't feel like I'm depressed. I feel as if I have no point anymore, as if I'm no longer needed and it kind of scares me. Honestly, I feel as if I'm losing grip on any form of sanity I once had and that I'm slipping away almost into a comatose state to where I just want to be alone. Half of my day is spent in my room hiding from anyone, even my own family. I just don't feel like myself anymore, I feel like a shell. And when I do talk or interact with anyone, it's very half-assed and sometimes cynical or sarcastic and it hurts people. When I'm not forcing interaction or sleeping, I just want to cry or go back to sleep and never wake up. And to whoever is gonna read this, it seems like depression but it's not for me, I've been depressed and this feels nothing like it. Now I don't know why I'm writing this but maybe it will help me feel better or maybe it will give an insight to what's wrong but no one truly knows me so the insight shouldn't matter. Maybe I am being a whiny teenager but I just needed this off my chest.