When I speak to him I have to watch everything I say. I can't make an off-hand remark without worrying I've offended him. I can't just say something stupid, because he'll call me dumb. It's not right, or fair.
I want to be able to get lost in a conversation with him, but instead I have to tiptoe over my words, and analyse each message before I send it. I don't want him to think I'm stupid. I don't want him to think I'm horrible. I just want him to accept me for who I am, and like me for who I am. Is that too much to ask?
I'm not asking for him to feel the same way. I know that's never going to happen. I'd be silly to think it would. I'm just asking for him to like me as a friend. Maybe say hello first. Meet up with me. Enjoy spending time with me. That's all I want.
I'm not asking for much.
Am I?
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