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feeling ignored is the worst

okay just no

as soon as I got back to school with my friends I felt left out

and that shitty, depressing story I posted a while ago is literally how I feel about everything and oops I may have sat planning ways to kill myself in french today at school and ugh. I dont know. I feel awful right now. It'll pass soon and I'll be hyper or whatever again but right now I hate everything and everyone and everybody is pissing me off like ugh why do some people need to exist? I hate noticing things about my friends that annoy me, usually if I'm in a good mood I can overlook these things because I love my friends but right now everything that they do is like the most irritating thing in the world and I want to hit them and yell at them to stop, even though I know they're not doing anything wrong...

Idk

I have a headache

I always have a headache, constantly, for like the past 5 years I have had a headache almost every day and the doctor's don't know what;s wrong with me lol it's not like a tumor or anything thankfully but idk what it is. It gets annoying sometimes though, you know?

sigh

Is this 200 words it better be otherwise I will shoot someone.

there are little 10 year old boys in tracksuits outside my house

ew go away