My first blog!

Hey guys :3

So I've been feeling kind of down lately, and I've taken up the new hobby of thinking... sometimes too much.

I just have to ask you all... What the hell?

Everywhere I look, every time I turn around, there is more shit going on.
Family issues, illness, death, disorders, bullies...

If you look close enough at any family, and you can take my word for this, you will find something wrong. Whether it be something like moving, domestic abuse, child abuse/neglect, death.. everyone has something going on in their family.

Take anyone off the street. It may not be obvious at first, but I assure you it's there.

SO.. my question is.. WHY? Basically it kind of comes back to the age old question: What is the purpose of life?

Why do we go through this all.. just to die in the end anyway? Why is there so much pain and suffering?

Any ideas?
Thanks guys. Just had to get out some thoughts.
xxox Courtney