MEETING BIG TIME RUSH IT WAS PERF

okay so here was my day yesterday

i woke up and couldn't fall back asleep cause i was so nervous

then i went to walmart and bought a memory card THAT DIDNT WORK SO I HAD TO USE A BUNCH OF 1 GIG CARDS FOR THE CONCERT

anyway Shelby called me and told me to come over and we curled her hair and then she had to go to college class and i stayed at her house and got ready while she was gone and then she got back and i was pretty calm righ tthen but she was like hyperventilating and freaking out so then it really hit me and i started freaking out and i almost died

so then we started dying and she was swerving through traffic like a bamf and normally it takes like an hour to get to Orlando from where we live...we got there in 25 minutes cause she was going 95 on i-4

thank god there were no cops

ANYWAY WE GOT TO THE AMWAY AND WE WERE DRIVING BY AND WE WERE DRIVING BY ONE OF THE GARAGES AND CODY MF SIMPSON WAS WALKING OUT AND I FREAKED OUT AND I WAS LIKE OMFG CODY SIMPSON AND SOMEHOW MY SEATBELT GOT UNDONE AND I WAS COMPLETELY TURNED AROUND IN THE CHAIR SCREAMING AND SHELBY WAS LIKE WHAT'S HAPPENING CAUSE SHE DIDNT SEE HIM AND IM YELLING FOR HER TO TURN AROUND BUT SHE COULDNT SO WE MISSED HIM

but okay then we finally found a place to park and we walked over to where their buses were and there were only like 10 people waiting where we were

okay but then after a little while Logan and Kendall drove by us but we didn't know it was them and they got out of a car on the other side of the bus and i was like OH JESUS ITS MY BABIES and LOGAN STARTED SKATEBOARDING INSIDE AND KENDALL WAS PUTTING HIS LUGGAGE IN THE BUS and they were so perf okay but then they went away

and a few minutes later Logan came over to us and he was so perf like this mom was like 'oh my god im so nervous' and he laughed and he was like 'there's no reason to be nervous!' and smiled with that PERFECT CROOKED SMILE AND I WANTED TO STAB MYSELF IN THE NECK CAUSE HE WAS SO NICE and then he noticed me and Shelby just chillin in the back kind of dying and he was like 'hey' and im like 'hi can you sign my phone case' and he did and he put a little heart at the end of his name idk if he always does taht but i wanted to cry anyway

and we took a couple pictures and i leaned down cause im gigantic and he put his arm around me and i almost puked cause he's so great

he took more pictures with everyone else and blah blah blah and then he said he had to go and we were like thank you and i was like you're perfect but i said it really quiet cause i didn't want to be creepy

okay then we waited longer and Kendall came out and crossed the road into the parking garage and then HE CAME BACK AND I WAS FREAKING OUT CAUSE MY BABY WAS RIGHT THERE and we were like calling him and he wasn't gonna come over but then he looked at Ranel and they both kinda shrugged like hey why not and they came over and I WAS SOBBING BECAUSE HE WAS MAKING FUN OF US WHEN HE RAN OVer like we were like YAAAAYYY when he decided to come over and he like did a teenage girl voice and he was like 'oH MY GOD!' and then he laughed at his own joke and im like oh god you're perfect bear my children

BUT ANYWAY he walked over to us and was taking pictures and stuff and he signed my phone case too and i was like thanks! and he's like 'no problem' and he smiled at me and then i was like 'picture?' and he's like sure!! so i was like okay!! and i took a picture with the MOST PERFECT PERSON ON THIS PLANET and im huge so it was awk but whatever

ANyway then he walked away and by that time it was almost 3 and we had to go stand in line for the meet and greet check in

and WE GOT TO THE FRONT OF THE LINE AND THOSE MFING GUYS MADE SHELBY TAKE HER CAMERA BACK TO HER CAR BECAUSE IT HAD A LENS ON IT

i was like are you serious we're almost at the front of the line are you serious

so she waited by where the buses were again and i ran to her car cause im faster and i put it away and then she called me and she was like 'did you already put it away blah blah blah' and i was like 'yeah something else i dont remember what i said' but she cut me off and she's like 'oh my god james maslow gotta go bye' and i lost all control and just screamed at the phone i was like 'what the FUCK WHAT' and i started booking it from her car and he was there with a tank top and perfect windblown hair and a surfboard on his necklace and chest hair and he was so nice omg

i was like 'hey can you sign my case?' and he was like 'do you have a sharpie?' and i was like 'awe no' and he was like 'oh okay i just borrowed one from this girl over here' and then he turned to her and he was like 'hey darlin' do you mind if i use your sharpie again?' and she just stared at him and handed it to him and he was like 'thanks' and he took it and signed it and handed back to her and then Shelby asked for a picture and he was like sure and so she was like 'oh my hair's blowing all over the place it'll probably get in your face and he laughed and was like 'that's okay mine's going everywhere too' or somehting like that i was too mesmerized with his face to listen to what he was saying

but Shelby and James took their picture and they look PERF together okay and then he looked at me and he was like 'you want a picture?' and i'm like 'yes please' and he said 'of course! last but not least' and he chuckled and i was just like lol you're perf i'm done and he put his arm around me and pulled me to his side and then we took a picture and Shelby was like awe you guys are almost the same height and i'm like shutup shelby that's obvs you don't need to point that out okay but its okay he's perf anyway and we looked alike in our picture probably because both our cheeks are bright red me from running and his because thEY'RE ALWAYS ROSY and sob

okay but then we ran back to the door and checked in and blah blah blah and we had to wait in really long line and we went and listened to soundcheck and they were the most amazing people in this world like they sounded so good acoustic live and i was just loving life

and the people in front of me sat down so i was like really exposed like they could see me alot plus i tower above everyone else cause im so tall but anyway i SWEAR TO GOD CARLOS KEPT LOOKING AT ME AND SHELBY AND I WAS JUST LIKE AHSNDJASNDJOHNASIODJAPOSJDIAJSDASD

and Carlos was wearing this cut elittle beanie and this little girl asked them what advice they could give her to make it in the entertainment business or something like that and Carlos was just like 'well you hae to be yourself. like if you want to wear a ridiculous looking beanie than you go ahead and do it' and he pointed to it and just oh god he was so cute im sad he didnt come out to meet us outside the bus

all in all the soundcheck was amazing even though they didnt call on me for a question (i was gonna ask them if they could do their impressions of their fav superheroes cause i really wanted to see Kendall's spiderman in person)

then we stood in line for meet and greet and it seemed like it took forever and we were towards the end so we saw all these people coming out crying and i'm just like 'yep, same'

but when we finally got to the front i was like 'oh god we're next i quit' and they called us over and i walked straight to Kendall and i was like 'hI!" and gave him a hug and OH MY GOD HE GIVES THE BEST HUGS EVER and he was like 'hey' and he laughed and then he was like 5 inches away from my face and he was like 'wow you're a really tall woman' and i'm like 'yeah i get that alot haha' and then he was like, 'you know i can't really say....girl," and he looked me up and down when he paused and i just almost fell to the floor because KENDALL SCHMIDT JUST MADE A SEXUAL INNUENDO TOWARDS ME

but then after they took the picture i basically pushed Logan out of the way and walked to James and i was like 'i need this' with my arms out and he laughed and was like 'you got it baby' and i was like ashdnkjasgbduiasd and all i could see was his perfect muscles in the tight shirt he was wearing and im like iasjdkoalsjidokhasiodhjad and then i turned around and Logan was there and i was like 'you too!' and he laughed and hugged me back and then Carlos wwas just chillin in the back and i was like 'you too Carlos!' and i hugged him and then i felt the security guy like wrap his arm around my waist and pull me away and i was like sob sob no let me go back but that's okay i got to hug ALL MY BABIES SO IM HAPPY

and then we went and bought merch i got the black btr shirt and then i bought the cody simpson tank top plus the stuff we got for vip

so then we went and sat in our seats (f1 d4) if you have any idea what that is thats the first floor section and we were to the left side of the stage if you were looking from the stage out

but we were 4th row it was great and two of my tweets went on the screen

i can't remember which other one was up there but i lol'd that this one went up there like wow make me look like a rebel okay

and Leon Thomas came out and i already knew he was a great singer and he was really good like i was screaming at his hip thrusting but like halfway through i was just really ready for Cody to come out

AND THEN CODY CAME OUT AND HE WAS SO PERFECT he's only 15 okay but that's alright cause he's amazing and i swear i said 'this is not alright you're only 15 you're too young' about 100 times during his set

but his dancing is a++++++++

like he was cat daddying and dougieing and i was just like omfg you're amazing and then he was like 'do you guys mind if i get comfortable?' and i screamed and was like NO JUST TAKE IT ALL OFF ~~~ inappropriate much but whatever he took off his jacket and he was wearing a tank top to show off his perf 15 year old muscles and i was just crying

and he sung all the songs i wanted to hear like i yelled so loud when he did iyiyi and all day cause those were old and i really wanted him to do them and he did and i was so happy c:

AND THEN MY BABIES CAME OUT and their entrance was perfect

i can't even remember the order of the songs all i know is that i was fangirling so hard when they did time of our life cause that's one of my favorites and then when they did bieber's boyfriend i was like twitching and dhajbdshiaosdjassdjopasjdioahsudiagsjdhoass cause it was perf

oh and while they were singing boyfriend Kendall came over to our side of the stage and me and the girl i met (that was just like me oh god it was fantastic to be in between two people who thought the same thing i did lol) anyway we were pointing at Kendall and singing and he looked right at us and pointed at us and winked and i almost fell over but we turned to each other and just screamed

and then people started leaving when the lights went out except a few stage lights and then we started chanting big time rush and of course they came back and you should've seen how fast these people started coming back down the stairs it was funny

but then they performed big time rush and they were amazing and then it was over and i was really sad

we were gonna go stand by their bus and wait for them to come out again but there was at least 30 people there this time and i figured they wouldn't come over when there was that many people plus we were really tired so we just left and drove home crying

now i hate my life and i miss them so much and i just want it to be yesterday morning because that was easily the best day of my life and i wish i could relive it over and over again

~~~~WOOHOOORLANDO <3
August 30th, 2012 at 08:05am