The world you live in is over, now welcome to mine...

I have come to the conclusion that I really have no friends anymore.

Ever since graduated last May, I have went from having tons of friends to having maybe three or four. i mean I lost one friend to drugs and I don't see her coming back soon (besides the fact that I tried to help her) and my other friends moved away for college.

If this is honestly how life is going to be like, I want to go back. Living life with no friends is like no life. I have to have an escape, someone who I can truly relate to. That won't judge me or that will agree that I am totally right when I have petty fights with my boyfriend.

And I honestly feel like I don't have that person anymore.

So what does an 18 year old girl do?

All I feel I can do is vent into the $10 journal I bought yesterday and hope that when I stumble upon a person I can trust and confide into they will listen as i read from that journal to them to catch them up on all that have missed out on.

Until then I will forever be writing into that little book of secrets under my pillow.

Peace <3