I Have to Go Back to School ;_;

I have school tomorrow D: it's going to be so awful, you have no idea. I have to wake up...IN THE MORNING. Do you have any idea how hard that is for me? VERY.

But I have to focus on the positives...like seeing my friends. That isn't a big enough positive for me to look forward to it though, I'll be honest. I've seen them quite a few times this holiday, and well, I don't like them THAT much. I prefer you guys ;_;

And I'm going into Year 10 which is always the WORST year in the whole school, I'm really not looking forward to it. I failed most of my Year 9 GCSEs, so you can bet I'll fail the Year 10 ones too. I have to behave this year though, and actually go, instead of staying home. My mum's stressed and she could get in serious trouble and yada yada yada. Whatever.

It will be hell though. Plus, I'll miss listening to music constantly ;_; I'll miss...okay, so that's all I did this summer, but I still enjoyed it, damn it. I watched some YouTube videos too, which is always fun.

I just, I don't know. I hate most of the people at school and I just know my timetable will be awful and D: I bet I've been moved down in all my lessons because of my results, that means none of my brainbox friends will be in there because they all got A's and A*'s :////

IT'S GOING TO SUCK. THINK OF MY POOR, POOR SOUL.