I've Been Gone For So Long

I swear my title is a song and if not I'm going to have to make it into one.

I'm not really sure what I should talk about and the title clearly speaks for itself, I haven't been on

Mibba much. I don't know if that is good or bad.

I guess I could talk about my crazy ass dreams. Literally I've only gotten around 4 hours of sleep for 3 days because of them. I'm not confident in saying I have Night Terrors but it feels like it. Waking up gasping for air in cold sweat, clutching your out of beat heart, quickly turning on your light and never shutting it off until morning, endless hours of thinking, and best of all your repeating all of it the next day. Ain't that great?

I can't really complain much because without my dreams I wouldn't be making some of my short stories (that I haven't posted yet) and poems. And they remind me that I'm alive.....

Anyone else feel this way?