A Letter to Self.

Dear Charisma-Mars,

I know sometimes you want to cry, and I know that you try to hide it because you want to be veiwed as a strong person. I know you're lonely and you think you'll always be that way. I know you're scared, and everyday there's always something that reminds you of how much you're a coward. I know you are afriad to smile for a second because you know they'll be something to make you frown for a week. I know you hide behind fake names and aliases because you hate who you are and everything about yourself. I know you feel like you have no purpose, or place and you will be another insignifigent speck of dust on the planet.

I know you feel unliked, unloved, and alone. I know you want me to say something inspirational to help you feel better about it all. I also know, you know, I have no such words.

Keep walking kid. They say life is short, so just keeping doing, you'll find something eventually. If not?...You aren't the first and you won't be the last.

Sincerly,
The only one who truly knows 'exactly' how you feel,
MIKA