I'm just mad at the situation

I'm furious, depressed, sad, lost and so many things right now. I'm mad at the entire situation. I just don't understand. The sad thing is there's nothing I can do about it. My mom says if I get a job they won't give us as much money but they're giving us barely anything now so what's the difference? At first I was okay, I could deal but now there's not enough of anything and I'm just pissed. Really pissed. I can't survive on unemployment anymore. After giving up so much there comes a point where you can't give up anything anymore. And yet we manage to keep losing.

I don't know what to do.

It bothers me so much. The fact that I’m in a situation where I have no control over what happens to me. It just bothers me so much. And the people who are in control have no intention of fixing this. I have so many solutions to the problems but I have no choice other than being silent in the corner. That’s my entire life: being quiet in the corner. You know how they say, history repeats itself.

I hope someone does something about this. I don’t want to keep going on like this.