Stressed

I really want to cut, I have that same feeling in my stomach that sick feeling like someone punched me in my stomach.
I hate my psych and other psychs they don't really care about the people they see they just want to make them to look crazy, I've only seen one that actually cared about me. This one though is trying to make me crazy, I stopped telling him about my hallucinations, because I don't like him and then they switched me to somebody else, and he took me off my meds without weaning me. Lucky I have some left but I'm running out and I think I'm going to have to go through withdrawals before I can convince him to fucking wean me off them of give me them I don't care just don't make me go through withdrawals!
They are trying make me crazier, the reason I want to get off these meds is because I know they are trying to make me stupid, so I need to get off them and all my other ones they are probably plotting to lock me up, waiting for me to go so insane they have to, and they are probably doing the other thing, but I can't talk about that. I hate fucking psychs.
No one will probably read this though.