Cliches

I feel like everything I do is bad and got a nasty spice of a homemade cliche, I can't say a god damn sentence without this and I'm scared I will end up being a living Mary Sue.

My sister came home from the nut house today so that's something, she will be returning there shortly so I can be happy while she's here, but I kind off hate it, I can't say what I think around her because she is sick and I should be nice and I feel really heartless because well she clearly isn't okay, but she is just bitching at me since she got here about everything sick or not can she stop being rude, she is not the only one that feels like shit and has a self esteem that dropped to a nice horrible zero.

Should be, could be, would be, must be, I've been hearing that a lot this week. It's getting more annoying from the next time to this and I really just wanna lie here read some good long fanfic au and then sleep util the sun goes down again, but I can't because I got this over weak homework that are made to break me and kick me in my non existent nuts.

Perhaps I could say kick me in the guts, but I don't want to.