R.I.P Amber and Bridget

I know they died almost a year ago, but still they're my sisters. and everyday I try and tell myself that they're not dead, but it doesn't work. What's a girl without her two older sisters? she's nothing. I miss them more and more with each passing day. It's just so hard I want them back so bad, but that's never going to happen. I just don't know what to do anymore, i just want to die so bad.