Feels (NSFW)

So, by the title you're probably expecting this whole thing about how MY FEELS.
Well, if you don't like it, poop. I've honestly fallen for the most random person at the most random time. "Fallen" isn't a very good word, I don't "like" them. I just, it's the kind of feeling where you just want to hug them for hours on end, cuddle, and watch movies with them. I wouldn't say it was a "crush", more of just an intense feeling. Ugh. So. Many. FUCKING. FEELS. GOD. FUCK. SHIT. CUNT. COCK. ASS. SHIT, I ALREADY SAID SHIT. TWAT.
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Anyway, so apparently I'm the worst person in existence and I suck at being a friend to anyone </3
But other than that, I'm still not cool on any level of the internet. Wow, shocker, I thought people with no life irl were always famous on the internet. (cough) My friend (cough)
I have absolutely no motivation to do anything. I wish I could just curl up in a ball and stay there. I need a job, I need friends, and I need good effing grades o.e
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Onto another note, I honestly LOVE myself at the moment. (ho ho ho sarcasm.)
SoYeahMySelfEsteemIsSlowlyFadingAway