Personality

I just noticed how absolutely terrible I am at expressing who I am and what I'm like through words on a computer screen. People have to talk to me - actually talk to me, either face to face or at least be able to hear my voice - in order to get a good impression of what I'm like.

On here I just feel very stiff and unlikable. I'm not like that at all. In fact, I'm pretty limpy, always flopping around to every which way and trying to make people smile. I suck at doing things for myself and I'm actually pretty confident.

It's just something I want to work on, I guess. Putting emotion into my words, that is. I want to be able to re-read something I write and hear it in my head as if my voice was reading it back to me. I want that effect. I want you guys (whoever reads any of my stuff) to get that effect too.

I can't just introduce myself as hi I'm Maggie, I like cats, vanilla candles, collar bones and McDonalds because that's a bit lame.

Struggles. Ugh. Going to work on Inhale, Exhale because Lloyd is going to be a kicking character to portray.
October 29th, 2012 at 01:08am