Wonderings of Washington

Lately I have found myself falling for a man younger than my self. This usually isn't a problem since I

would tell them, and then we'd date. But this difference is he lives in Washington State. I makes me

wish we were closer live ficinity but I find myself in extreme perdicament of falling for a guy I have

never met in real life. I met him at a group event on Facebook. It was an RP event. He was from

Black Butler, and I was an OC. But it seems we got along and became friends. As time passed, I

learned his real name and really started to get to know him. I wish I didn't have feelings that I can

never express other via RP. I wish there was a way to meet him. It's difficult since I can't web cam

unless I have my mother's laptop. It's fine though. I plan to try to meet him when we are both adults.

I hope the day will com that I will get to see him.