Poor me...

First I’m raped by a 27 year old and now I’m at a Boy’s Town shelter. This sucks. At least I have a roof over my head and food in my stomach. I’m just tired. Mentally and physically. I’ve been in the hospital for 3 weeks because I’ve been suicidal and now I have to get caught up… It seems like the only option right now is to go to an alternative school or drop out of high school all together. I’m leaning towards the latter. School isn’t my thing. I’ve always hated it and I’ve always got bad grades. What else is there to do?