My original fiction Writer's Block rant.

So I'm /trying/ to write my new original fiction story - Dismantle, Repair - and I have the layout, characters, and summary set, I just need a first chapter written. That's it. Nothing else.

It's really too bad I have no fucking idea what to write.

It seems as if this always happens - I get a killer idea for a fanfiction or an original story, and BAM! I can't think of a first chapter. And when I DO think of one and get into it (usually my fanfictions, unfortunately), I soon lose all inspiration for what I'm writing. It's bullshit man. I just really wanna write a story, is that too much to ask??? HUH? Apparently it is if I can't think of a damn thing to start off my first chapter!

With my poetry, though ... it's different. I can think of a million and one things to write about, and it just flows out of me. It pisses me off. |: 'Cause, like. NOt to boast or whatever, but I am a natural born poet. I love poetry. But I love to write stories, too. So it doesn't click with me why I can never think of a first chapter!!! Ugh.

-sigh-

I need a swift kick on the hindquarters. Really.